February 2012
2 posts
Not just the Mondays
After working everyday for the past four weeks, going through that emotional patch of emotions, and balancing a “healthy” social life with my responsibilities, my body and mind are fully and utterly exhausted.
Well done.
[insert creative title]
I may not always make the best decisions, or know which one is the right one.
But I can promise that I have the best intentions in everything I do.
I care for those around me, but more importantly, I’m learning how to care for myself.
Trust in me. Depend on me. Think of me. Listen to me. Share with me.
I’m slowly learning, but realizing it more each day. I am truly and...
January 2012
11 posts
Oh Boy
These past two weeks have been a roller coaster ride. My emotions were insanely fickle. It jumped from one end to another in a matter of seconds a couple times. But I’m hopeful to say that things are falling into place.
When it rains, it pours; yet the best skies follow the storm. These past two weeks have been a period of growth and self-realization. No no, this isn’t about a girl....
InterVENTion
This past Saturday I had my first panic attack. It was 3:30 in the morning. I didn’t want to try to wake anyone or see who is awake. So that made it worse. But anyway, I went online to look at how to calm yourself and one of the methods I found was to write down your worries.
This was the best thing ever! I conceptualized my problems on paper. Wrote down pros and cons. Created possible...
Price Tag.
Seems like everybody’s got a price.
I think I just settled by taking this new job for financial reasons. Actually. I tried to see if I would like this job. And after a week … I hate it. The company is amazing and the people I work with and for are some of the finest. But for me … It makes me sad. Upset. Lost. No bearings. No future.
I need the money. But I don’t want...
One liners
It’s amazing how something someone can say can change you’re whole perspective on something. Even though it was just one statement, I learned a lot from it. I just needed to say it because we sometimes don’t know how much of an impact we are making on other people without even trying.
I thank my friend for giving me a whole new perspective on this girl thing. It was so obvious...
-____-
I do love you. :)
vvvvvvvvv *to previous post*
I LOVE NESSA :D
poooot!
Mic Check.
*If you don’t like reading about people’s thoughts or are critical … maybe you shouldn’t read this. It’s for personal satisfaction and to share my understanding of the world to those who may have missed something.I understand this is in a public viewing space. I fully accept whatever may come, but this is a look into ME. SelfTitled.* i love metaphors. :]
So...
For you
Inspired by a commercial I heard today.
I’ll stop fearing what I’ll lose, and focus on what I’ll gain.
I really want this. #confidence. #ForYouI’llTry
December 2011
1 post
November 2011
4 posts
It's the most beautiful time of the year ...
… lights fill the streets spreading so much cheer. I should be playing in the winter snow,
but Imma be under the mistletoe … with ________
So comes another long holiday season full of love and cheer- But not for all of us.
My Confession.
To the wonderful friends, mentors, and loves that I have made at UCLA. I have a confession to make. After hiding and lying, I’ll tell you why I did not want to “linger” around UCLA. Bear with me as I try to explain my reasoning, but also why I may fail in what I want to accomplish.
I have told many of you that I did not want to linger around UCLA, that I wanted to get away,...
11.11.11
I wish …
for new love and life.
October 2011
10 posts
Quote of the Day: 10/27
“Just try not to think of me next time you watch Japanese Porn”
-KBB
LoL.
*Lower your volume. My iPhone be funky*
One take:...
“It’s a little ironic —
Seeing the one you could have loved get let...”
– thoughts.
Sometimes I just want to ...
Canoodle.
2 tags
Disney: Full Circle.
** These photos are from SimpleDisneyThings.Tumblr.com. GREAT BLOG! ***
So I finally got my copy of The Lion King today! It was the first time I’ve seen this movie since I was about 8 or 9. It’s been almost 13 years, and may I say, Disney has a way with IT. Story Line. Character Development. Animation. Musical Scores. Merchandising. Magic!
There’s just something amazing about...
The THOR
So I’ve been looking up different workouts, and I decided to read up on Chris Hemsworth’s workout regiment for Thor. It took him about 9 weeks to bulk up and lean down to look his part. 9 freakin WEEKS!
In an interview that he did, he said that all he did was, “Eat, Sleep, and Exercise.”
I’ve been wanting to bulk up and slim down, but come on! I don’t get paid...
Cancer .... Seriously?!
Asian people.
Why do you think EVERYTHING gives you cancer?!?!
UV Rays. Coke. Tea. Milk. Ice. 5 or less hours of Sleep. Chlorine. Dumbbells. Shoes. Lotions. Powder. Eggs. Coins. Fragrances. Massage Chairs. Sitting. Standing. Lying Down.
Really?!?!??! COME ON!
** I only use asian people because these are things that my family finds and tells me. *** Some of those things I made up, but the over...
September 2011
7 posts
Yasmeen
[When Will It Be Me]
This track came out in 2002, during the time which little boys like myself were beginning to explore the world of relationships and love. Fortunately for me, I kept it classy and didn’t treat women the way some of my peers did. Unfortunately for me, that didn’t help me find anyone by any means. But I don’t regret that at all.
To this very day. 2011. Nine...
Problem-Free Philosophy
I remember the days when I used to philosophize the many things that wandered in my thoughts. The topics I covered ranged from relationships, love, friendship, and just the everyday curiosity. I wonder where that mind has wandered off to now.
It feels uplifting and mildly liberating to have that part of my life closed off at the moment. With the pressures of family, and life in general,...
Hunting.
Hunting when it’s not hunting season.
Job searching has been rough, and it hasn’t gotten any better.
5 tags
End.Chapter.
Cheers to an end of another chapter in my life.
Cheers to the beginning of the most difficult chapter of my life.
:)
So it begins! After four years at the University of California, Los Angeles, I have finally accomplished a life goal. As a bachelors of arts in the field of Sociology, I finally set out on a new and daunting adventure. I’ve made UCLA my home, working here during all the...
August 2011
5 posts
WisdomTeff
The worst part about this experience is that I can’t eat for a whole entire week …. I don’t think I’ve ever been limited before in my life … I MISS YOU FOOD. SO MUCH.
Always,
B.
Hmprrrfttttt
It sucks to think that you can’t have what you want.
June 2011
4 posts
Jon McLaughlin - So Close.
May 2011
10 posts
Thought.Memory.
I forgot what it feels like to hold someONE’s hand.
kapillski asked: http://kapillski.tumblr.com/post/5623479293/cool-dianna-agron-stealing-things-off-the-radar
ummmm cool dianna agron....but congrats on getting on the radar!
ummmm cool dianna agron....but congrats on getting on the radar!
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