January 2010
20 posts
December 2009
20 posts
New Year's Resolution [#2]
I think it’s really time for me to take care of myself. In many many different aspects. I’ve always been telling myself that I should take care of my “figure”. Haha. If I’m going to go study in Thailand I got to look good. Not only in the sense of a beach-figure friendly, but I might get charged more for looking less like a typical Thai person (skinny). Whomps. But on...
New Years Resolution [#1]
I’ve come to realize that I haven’t been there for certain people as much as I should. I’m coming into terms with the idea that it is a lot harder than it seems to be able to have enough time for every thing that I want to do in life. When it comes to thinking about personal growth, or things to fix, this may be one of those new year resolution type ordeals. I can’t time...
Should Be
I should be older. wiser. stronger.
I should be more experienced. more understanding. more responsible.
I should be many things that people expect of me. I should meet those expectations. I should find some way to appease those that want good things for me. Or bad. I should know what it is that people want from me. I should know how to make other people happy. I should know what people expect,...
Seasons!!!
Northern California has Seasons!!!
It’s cool! :D I’ve been there during the Summer and Winter now. So here’s a little bit of a recap of my trip!
Thursday
Started off the day by spending time with Josh and Diana at Costco getting random ish and brunch! Got Jimmy and went on our merry way. Got McDonalds .. Twice on this trip. Just SweetTea for me though! No worries, I brought my...
Pretty Wings.
Found the remedy,
I had to let you free.
… I have to live
-Maxwell.
One Balloon At A Time.
Tomorrow. I set off on another crazy adventure. I say crazy because I’m spending time with some of my best friends, one of whom, has a goal to get me completely trashed. I don’t look forward to that moment, but I do look forward to spending time with him. Back in high school we were a force to be reckoned with. We did a lot of things together, and although I don’t talk about him...
It's not fair ...
That life is sometimes too short. That there’s no definite answers.
That there might not be enough time to have that second chance.
There aren’t many regrets in my life. But I wish I could fight for something I want. In the end, I feel like some battles are already over, and you can’t even fight at all. Why is that?
It’s not fair that in the world that calls you to...
I’ve learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I’ve learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you’ll miss them when they’re gone from your life....
Killer. For the new followers who have not been...
It's a little ridiculous
It’s a little ridiculous how I still sit around hoping to get a text. Saying something that would change my day around. That my nightmare would somehow just disappear just because you said something that showed me you still cared.
It’s a little ridiculous how high my hopes are getting every time I think of you. As it continues to grow, I take a step back and wonder what it is about...
Age.
I’m getting old.
It’s not a scary thought. And there isn’t a negative feeling behind it all. Although I may not be excited about my birthday, it doesn’t mean I’m not excited about getting older. There’s so much to do now that I’m “of age”. Haha. It’s an interesting concept that the limitations that were placed upon me due to my age will...
Alicia Keys
You are almost perfect.
You’re just missing … me. :)
9 Days till I'm Free. In Many Ways!
My wish list still stands. :D